The fight between me and Depression is like a long drawn out war. Since I’ve started running I haven’t had an huge victories, but I’ve slowly been gaining ground.
But I’m still at the point where each day is a battle that can be won or lost in a single moment.
Today is one of those days where I am loosing the battle. Pretty much everything that could go wrong today has. Add to that the constant stress I have been under due to our financial situation (which plays a part in the the things that have gone wrong today) and I’m just overwhelmed.
The war is not lost, tomorrow is another day and another battle. But today I just don’t have anything left in me to fight.
If you need me I’ll be under my blankie.