I’m trying to use this song to get me through the day today. But to be honest, I don’t know how well its working.
I was just so drained by the end of the day yesterday that I more or less forced myself to go on my run, out of hope that it would help me feel better.
Instead I ended up throwing up and had a fairly miserable time. But on the plus side, even with having to stop twice, plus walking to loosen my legs back up, I still ran a sub 16 pace. But it was hell to get through it. By the end my feet felt like lead weights on the bottom of my legs and it took every bit of will and determination to keep going until the end.
I went to bed early because I was just done with the day, but I woke up 3 hours later and tossed and turned for the rest of the night.
Things are not going very well today and I’m trying my best to not let the darkness win. But in all honesty what I really want to do is to cuddle under my blankie, wallow in my misery, and stuff my face with comfort food.
Of course as a full time mom, this isn’t really a option, so I’ll trudge along the best I can.
I know the darkness and the bad days won’t last forever, but the more days in a row I have to put up a good fight, the harder it is to keep fighting.
Week 8, Day 2 Stats 11/13/2014
Distance: 2.86 miles
Time: 43 minutes 43 seconds
Average Pace: 15 minutes 43 seconds per mile