Its been an interesting week.
Depression wise, I’ve been pretty ok, I don’t feel the darkness…or at least it isn’t oppressively there, right now.
But that hasn’t stopped me from being a complete emotional basket case.
I’m finally back to regular running after the insanity that was last week, so that helps. And my Pampered Chef business is doing pretty well.
I didn’t make enough to get the money I needed to register for the Disneyland Half on Tuesday…but maybe I’ll be luck and the half marathon won’t sell out day of. I know I can go the fundraiser route, but given how much I’ve been pestering my friends to host Pampered Chef parties and/or buy product, I don’t want to press my luck by begging them to donate to a charity so I can run the race.
I was supposed to go to Orlando this weekend to do a party for my friend who lives up there. I was excited because I had a whole Mardi Gras theme figured out. Plus I was going to drive up the day before, which meant I was going to get to spend a few hours at Disney World. But the party ended getting canceled today because only 2 people RSVPd that they were coming and my friend didn’t want me to loose money on the trip. So we decided to re-schedule the party for April, when I’ll be there anyways for my birthday.
But I’m not going to lie, I’m pretty disappointed about it. First, I was counting on that show to get me the last $200-ish I need to qualify, and I really wanted to qualify by Monday (which would be my 30 day mark…even though I have 60 days to qualify because of the new consultant bonus that was being offered when I joined). But also because I had convinced myself that it was ok that I didn’t go to Miami to see Johnny Iuzzini last weekend because that would mean I had a bit of money to spend on Disney (and a Dole Whip has been calling my name). So I’m pretty bummed because I didn’t get to go to Miami and now I’m also not going to Orlando. And before you ask, no I can’t really justify just taking a weekend to go to Disney, I could really only do this because I was hoping to make at least enough to cover the cost of the trip.
So now I’m scrambling to find someone to host a party this weekend, or at least a few people to make some purchases so I can get the last of the sales I need to qualify.
I’m also trying to find something to keep me from being too disappointed that I’m not going to Disney this weekend, but considering that was the distraction from the disappointment from last weekend, I’m having a hard time coming up with something.